Notes on God
God: Because the despair is too much otherwise.
God: Because there is no place otherwise to put (in the short term, in the long run) the despair.
God: Because there is no reason otherwise to understand why the endless despair.
God: Because we cannot get answers for any of these questions.
God: Because you surrender to what cannot be fought against or for or with and believe there must be some other reason (or none at all) that you will never know or aren’t supposed to.
God: Because knowing doesn’t help. Wanting really doesn’t help. And needing is this life’s ultimate taboo.
God: Because nothing works as it should. Not the everyday, not the always.
God: Because there is no good (enough) reason. Because no one even has a reason.